Wednesday, January 14, 2009
=DDD
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST WOOOHOOO WOOOOHOOOO!!!!
Monday, January 12, 2009
All I can to do is to believe
I couldn't think. My mind is imprisoned in a state of anxiety every time i see her deep in pain. My heart aches even more when i realise i can't do much to relieve her agony.
No...If im going to be depressed, how would i be able to cheer her up. I'll never lose hope. I believe miracles will happen!
Smile. Even if you're sad. It makes you feel better.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Stay strong!
After looking at the medical report, i know my time with her is getting short. I regretted for not treasuring every moment we had in the past, and now, while losing her slowly, i finally realise how much she meant to me, and how much she wants to be accompanied, be loved. For now, i have nothing to wish for but her recovery. Nothing seems to be more worth, more important than health. Watching her sitting down or getting out of the bed makes my heart break, because every single movement is causing her so much pain. I've never felt so helpless before. How i wish i could help her share the agony. While hoping for a miracle and preparing for the worst, i want to spend every single moment with her, love her and make her happy. I will keep her in my prayer as my daily chore. Stay strong mum! Miracles will happen! And even if the condition gets worse, I'll learn to accept it. I do not fear death. It's part of the life cycle and everybody will have to go through it. What I do fear is I have not been giving her enough love, as her son.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Mistake
With all I've lost, my heart is breaking
I don't wanna make the same mistake.
I don't wanna win this game
if i can't play it my way.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Meeting up (:
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Stayed over at zhihao's house! =D what a big house! big enough for me and zhiyi to practise ohjang after dinner, in spite of the fact that the distance you needa cover from his house to the mrt really turns you off-.- and so last night we trained until we dropped, then we sat down and talk cok share ghost stories and funny encounters. zhihao's cat can talk!:O oh and he's gonna sms the rabbit-.- at night we watched zhihao shooting and killing zombies appearing in front of the screen and WOW, hes damn pro! :O the game's quite gory leh and needs intensive eye-power! zhiyi got a headache after completing one mission haha. 1230am they were watching movie in the bedroom yet i was dead on the bed and couldn't hear anything even though the speakers were on. So dead indeed.
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woke up at 645am. we reached bedok sports hall juz on time (just nice we missed the pledge (:) Grading was fine everything went smoothly but i had to spar with a random guy, zhiyi, zhihao, and junjie coz they short of pple-.-wahseh damn tiring!
back home! driving test tmr!
